Thursday, July 17, 2003
guess i was jus makin myself hopin tt things were abt to change.were abt ta get betta.when they are still stuck at square one.i shldnt dream so much.gotta stop runnin away frm reality.things havent changed at all.i guess its hard.arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
posted by: jae @ 7:21 AM
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feelin abit sick now.very tired.niwae ytd was the nats final.kinda sad tt we lost the title.cos nxt yr would b even harder to win it back.and to lose my medal count is super sickening.but i'd hafta say maybe ac deserved it.i tink they trained much harder den us.plus the fact tt yuehan didnt run.i tink if he did they wld haf won it long ago.this is the first time in my life tt i feel rather disappointed n sad durin nats for the team tt kind.like i could sense the dejection tt kinda stuff.las time cathigh nobodi even cares as we cant even makit to top 4. jus hope tt we can get good j1s nxt yr to help us win back the title.im sure the team will come back stronger den b4.yup.school sucked today.quite alot of ppl didnt go.some took ocp.was super tired.tried to sleep abit when i got home.but in the end tink i only sleep like 15 mins tt kind?my mind was deep in thought again as usual.i duno whether to b happy or to b sad.to laugh or to cry.to take a step foward or jus hide eveyrthing inside.god i ask for u to help untangle all this confusion in me and give me the strength to make the right decision n choices.
posted by: jae @ 5:45 AM
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Tuesday, July 15, 2003
It's hard enough just passing the time
posted by: jae @ 6:04 AM
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Every time the phone rings,
posted by: jae @ 6:03 AM
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Monday, July 14, 2003
woo.2nd las day of nats.feel quite happy.for xf esp.hahas.he literally "destroyed" marc ong.ahhas.xf is shen mans.hahas.qutie happy when he got 1st.woo.i tink i abit siao laios.hahas.lets go hc.one more day.we can win the title for guys.for girls don gif up yet.theres still hope.who knjows maybe what happened last yr will happened this yr again?miracles do happen.n i don believe tt when we put in more den 100% in terms of everything compared to other schools we cant win it.once this nats ends.means theres only one more nats left.sigh.gonna gif my all for nxt yr mans.feel relly motivated to train whnever i see the relay team run.wish em all the best.qie ac again yeah?hahas.life has definately changed quite abit.maybe i have moved on.maybe i havent.but if i havent.can i change things?can i still find my way back to you?
posted by: jae @ 6:10 AM
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