feel in a very kaobei mood la.stupid parents pissin me off.feelin like kaobein smth.i tink that religion is a form of propaganda.n its the highest level of escapism.u can jus say is his will her will blah blah.but in the end its still urself living this damn dumb life tt u cant choose.no particular offence.but i tink tt if u keep gettin xposed to the same thing week in week out.it'll b in ur blood in no time.p lus with peer pressure.phaw.the results are incredible.i tink adults r real lie smart.especially scheming.argh.screw it.
posted by: jae @ 7:08 AM
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nats started today.but mie event only starts nxt week.already quite some tots runnin thru mie mind.cant wait to run.esp relay.i wanan feel the adrenaline pump in me.i wanna remove the fear in me.i wanna make i t to the finals on my own.jus hope tt mie back doesnt trouble me nimore.its gettin better.ayai.life is super fustratin also las.maybe its jus today.i duno.like the last week i saw even the guy in my class who rarely gets angry xploded at this gurl.like phew.wonderin whens my turn.ah duno la.sumtimes i feel tt gurls are jus tryin their luck.to see how far they can push guys til.i duno.i mean when guys are in a good mood obviouslie they can tahan all the pms mood swing shit.but when we guys are in a shitified mood.who cares whether we gif in or not.argh.if i cld find u now things wld get better we cld leave this town n run forever i know somewhere some how we;d b together.let ur waves crash down on me n take me away.sian.fuck life yet again.
posted by: jae @ 6:52 AM
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