Saturday, October 15, 2005
its been quite awhile since i last blogged.well life has been quite tiring especially aft my first week at adsd.really culture shock from air force school man.super regimental.my day starts at 530 and ends only at 9, n my course instructor say its counted at early le.over at adsd i get to see different kind of people and we are cadets and we already get treated quite well le.the men thereare really treated like shit.we end like 9 den the specs end abit later. the men even worse. i don even know what time.when i commission (thats if i can tahan the training), i wanna give welfare to my man mans.i see no point in screwing them. as long as they can get it done swee swee can les, no point tekanin them for the sake of doin it las.and some 3rd serg betta watch their asses man.anyway kinda happy when i came out, really felt i needed a break man. den my dad bot me a new tv.woah.super song. was suppose to meet up wit the trackers but in the end stand by bed until like 9 den book out. anyway like over the past mont or so, this thing has been passing thru my mind.do u stick with something thats not going ur way now n hope things will change after the storm has passed or u just give up n take up another path. kinda regretted signin on when i got guns as my weapon choice n even sadder when i learnt that i wasnt in the top 40% but i guess its kinda fated cos i neh really put in effort n stuff. at times i really doubt whether i have the qualities to b an officer not or just an idiot who just chao geng his way thru.yeah.hope march 11th hurry come.ill really b damn stretched man.
posted by: jae @ 6:27 AM
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