Thursday, January 01, 2004

hahas.first of all happy new yr to everyone.2003 was quite a fast yr.it passed by in a flash.but many things happened thru the yr.
reflection
i guess when the yr started n i was attached.i took my bunch for granted again.esp durin the first 3 mths when i was busy socializin and settlin down in a new environment.i guess i hardly met up with them n stuff.alto i had been like tt in the past b4 as in "zhong se qing you".i came to realise tt they were the ones who were there for me when my world was down.i tot i had found e one at the start of the yr.i stil feel tt way but somehow things don work out the way ppl want to.stil i duno what love is and dont understand how it works.blah.well i stil remmbered myself blabberin to xl how hc sucked so much when i was sec 4 and tt ill never go to hc.in the end i still ended up there.its a nice place to b alto its quite stressful to have so many muggers around u.but i guess its good as u haf ppl to push u n motivate u to study.luckily the ppl n snrs were esp friendly n i settled down in hc quickly after first 3 mths.never regretted leavin ac.maybe miss abit of the fun n slackness la.but hafta tink for mie future.durin the past yr i guess somehow i feel tt ive bcum more spoilt n my temper is blah.crap.i tink tt ive been too self-centerd for far too long.i keep thinkin tt everything is abt me and if soemthing i don like i will want it my way no matter what.never sparin a tot for others.
resoulution for 04
well.i hope to change as a person in `04.to b more patient.to put others before me.and to b more determined.guess my mental strength dropped greatly towards the holidays.yeah.i also wanna do well in both my track n my studies.tts whie i tink i shldnt get into a relationship las(lols i talk as thou got ppl wan me lydat).yeah.den i hope tt me n mie bunch will still stay close no matter what.and i hope tt relationships with my family can get better.yeah.i hope tt in this new yr ill b more matured and make the correct choices in my life

melstupid mud!!!hahas.thanks for being there for me thruout this yr.lols.i still remmber how we started out as friends.trail slippers.hahas.u've been my best fren for the past 3 yrs n always will b.hahas.study hard in 2004 n don spend so much money lols.pls keep ur atm alive!yeah.and all the best in ur *ahem* u noe what im talkin abt las.yeah.tc.may our friendship last forever
yyyohyoh.hahas.stil remmber how we always irritate tan wee boon and all the stupid teachers in class.hahas.alto we didnt get to go out tt much this yr.esp the first half.i guess we are still quite close las.hahas.yeah.hope ull guide ur sch bball to greater heights yea?and good luck with ur adventures with shun.hahas.yeah.don zhong se qing you ya?hahas.see ya soon!
mikelol.high jump shen.stop slackin las.betta start traiin soon n stop ur late nights.hahas.betta break the hj record nxt yr n stop talkin cock.only hard work pays off.hahas.kinda impressed by the way u can slack n still do so well in track.hahas.guess tts what is called talent.lols.not like me sluggin it out for so many yrs still cmi.hahas.oh wells.got closer to u this yr.hahas.hope our friendship will las too ya?tc.JOY to the world.hahas
hiaoheyyy.lols.alto u change quite abit las since sec 4 when i started being close to u.im still close ta u las.hahas.alto i still prefer the old hiao.as friends we'll accept how one another is right?hahas.yeah.good luck with ur cj ang moh yeah?study hard also.nxt yr is a's.prove eveyrone wrong jus like u did with ur o levels.hahas.yup.n don drink so much.ltr ur liver spoil.tc!
xl & karenhey ant n pig.hahas.tanks for beign such great snrs n friends this yr.lols.gonna miss the times man.nxt yr will have no one to suan n talk cock with already.hahas.muss come back n train with us yeah?lols and muss go out again soon ah.go n look at skirts n tubes.hahass.all the best in ur future endevears yeah?hahas.keep in touch!
to the other ppl whom i never mentioned here u guys haf touched my lfie in one way or anotehr even thou ur name is not highlighted here.all the best in 2004 ya?hope u guys achieve ur goals.oh ya.and to hc track.lets win double champ this yr!!!!!

posted by: jae @ 1:29 AM


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Sunday, December 28, 2003

my heart is in ur hands...
dont u understand?

posted by: jae @ 6:33 AM


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