Saturday, October 18, 2003

its close to 3am.and im stil not asleep.quite a suprise.noticed how there are 2 different sides to ppl today.mabbe cos they release all their stress or duno las.theres no one online at 3.its so borin.my face is disgustin.feel like the whole face harden into one piece of skin.cant wait for it to peel.ahs.theres something veh veh wrong wit mie com as well.it keeps sayin that theres an error wit windows xplorer.n in addition i bot 2 different kinds of cdr over the pas 2 weeks liaos.and neither one cld b burnt.wth is wrong wit mie freakin computa.and somehow there isnt much stuff on mie computa but the memory left is pathetic.so much for it.wonder does it reallie screw up ppls life or help ppl.blah.guess im tired.talkin nonsense.
time flies
does anyone notice how his/her parents age
does anyone notice how his/her parents work so hard jus to things work
in no time they'll b grey haired
sick and weak
isit til their dyin day will we regret all the lies we've said
all the screamin we made
all the pain we've caused them
even if we regret now
what can we do?
i jus hope tt mine will live til thru the days tt i can give them a gd life
in return for all the sloggins n scoldings they have given in their lifes
tts all pretty much i can do
i jus hope tt i'll die b4 they day
so i won have to b the one whos goin to b devastated
im selfish

posted by: jae @ 11:38 AM


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Thursday, October 16, 2003

wha.im super burnt.dyin liaos.feel liek mie skin is tearin apart.hahas.but today was fun.the beach soccer.woah.mie skin is splittin apart.help

posted by: jae @ 7:09 AM


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Tuesday, October 14, 2003

wah.finally its over man.hahas.can play liaos.jus when i tot after promos is goin to b damn sian.seems to b not bad la.hahas.tink mie class goin sentosa.hahas.yeah.i tried to write some stupid rhyming poem durin econs drq today.still got half an hour plus to go ah.hahas.and was bored.post it up sumtin.hahas.blah.

posted by: jae @ 4:47 AM


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Monday, October 13, 2003

one more day.and tts it.end of this shit.but i tink its still goin to b damn borin aft tt.monotonous life.tot of goin to sentosa cos damn long neh go laios.n im like super white now.buden like everyone resume lessons liao or havin exams still.den doubt mie class will go also la.5 days of holidays after toms.what am i goin to do abt it?loan vcds n b stuck on the couch.learn frm mie sister la.bcum vcd freak.hahas.niwae tink i screwd up mie chem paper today.cos i didnt quite revise the day b4 las.complacent i guess.now quite scared ill have to drop one subject even if i can get o for my econs.but i also cant b bothered to study econs laiso la.im so sick of studyin.n theres more to come.when will this stop?

posted by: jae @ 3:00 AM


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