Wednesday, November 26, 2003

wa trainin was shiok today.really woo lala.hahas.damn happy i completed it.but qutie sad la i goin overseas.den mie fitness eveyrrhing surely drop laios.den cant keep otu wit the rest.i scared bcos of this ill sian ji bua.lose my enthusiam n stuff.hope the team will motivate me las.hahas.im caught in between now again.duno whether to train wit the team or alone wit miss chan if miss chan doesnt coach us nxt yr.i hope she does la.den i won so headache.blah.feelin betta today alreadi.hahas.hope in japan the hotels got gym.den i won lugi so much.stil can do weights n run.wah but i tink its nothing compared to miss chan's trainin
u feel so shiok when u complete them.hahas.alto it ink the hopes of me improving by leaps n bounds this yr is quite small las.but ill still try las.almost got one medal in sec 4.thnx to chinese high.hahas.oops.ayai but they are ok la.im in their sch now.hahs.hope nxt yr got another shot at it.hope the sch wins double gold again nxt yr.competition is tuff.but im sure we have the calibre to win it.go hwachong!.hahas

posted by: jae @ 5:08 AM


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Tuesday, November 25, 2003

had lotsa shit on my mind when i was on my way bak in my dads car.firstly.how do u define friends?wtf do u call someone a fren when tt fucker only calls u when hes in need.fuck tt person.2ndly.to whomever who says tt hard work pays off.fuck u.i don see any connection.and ive proved ur freakin theory wrong a thousand million times.last but not least.wtf is wrong with kids nowadays?i was workin for my dad today.the kids obviously got some fuckin prob with their brain las.no freakin manners wotsoever.stil give me tt kinda fucked up face.i tell u if my dad wasnt there i fuckin kick u to wonderland.den in the evening i went to the gym.again there were fuckin retarded kids inside when it is written so big and clear CHILDREN UNDER THE AGE OF 12 ARE NOT ALLOWED.worse stilthis stupid muthu brought his son in.fuckin retard parent.den they go around *biang* *biang* *biang* in the gym.droppin the weights like nobodys buisness.stupid chipmunks.argh.im havin moodswings.fuck this shit.

posted by: jae @ 7:14 AM


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Sunday, November 23, 2003

no one can hear me when i cry inside a lonely world

posted by: jae @ 7:18 AM


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wah feelin high now.but im sick.damnit.havin a cold since this mornin.ahsss i wanan go limp bizkits concert.but cant go las.damn damn damn.cant wait to train toms.sounds crazy.but i aint gonna lose my focus again.goin to train train train.like an animal.blah.no sense.but the process of gettin to my goal is tuff.esp when my stamina so laopok.ahs.wanna feel the adrenaline again.its the last time nxt yr.don wanna leave any reegrets.jus dreamin of the relay gets me pumped up.fly~

posted by: jae @ 2:34 AM


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