Tuesday, April 06, 2004
ppl should get more mature as they grow older.but for me it only seems tt im gettin lazier n lazier.its not tt i wanna b lazy.im jus so tired everyday tt i jus wanna leave everything behind.there's nth tt i like to do nimore.i jus wanna sleep.sleep all my life.im so tired.everyone's evolving into a chao mugger now.even thou mie grades are like sai.im stil not gettin my engines started.tink i won b tt lucky this time around for mie a's as compared to psle and o levels.maybe i got some brain disease tts whie im malfunctioning now.duno las.im jus so tired of everything.of motivating myself.when the future seems so bleak.so far away.now i tink its kinda tiring to b a parent too.u hafta slog it out day n nite for ur kids.and it hurts if ur kid doesnt appreciate wot ure doin.i tink im jus takin mie parents for granted now.even thou im suppose to know what to do now at my age.i jus feel so stressed out.burned out.tired.i havent felt refreshed.fun for a long time now.sigh.maybe i should jus snap out of this -ve thoughts of mine.but seriously im tryin.to get the "im tired i cant do it" shit outta my head.niwae i tink blue's breathe easy is nice.duno whie im more into sappy love songs now rather den hip hop songs.maybe it toys with the heart.i duno.yeah.whatever.
posted by: jae @ 6:13 AM
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