Wednesday, February 04, 2004
and i dont want the world to see me.coz i dont tink tt they'd understand
posted by: jae @ 5:21 AM
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sigh.tryin to mug now.but all ive got on my mind is track stuff n smth else.i duno whie the coach has to leave.tt feeling sucks.its like breakin up wit this girl u jus go together with n ure damn happy being with her.okae.mabbe wrong comparison.but like i feel tt he's dam good las.argh.its like when he broke the news suddenly all the hopes n dreams r shattered.its like sch sucks las.n im goin to sch for trianin only.i noe mie piorities are wrong la.if i was stil in ac i tink won haf so much prob la.probably i jus won b trianin only.sigh.i jus hope some miracle happens.the whole team is super down la.im like totally sian diao.i like can imagine myself trianin half heartedly under the new coach la.argh.its like hao bu rong yi den i found back the motivation to train.cos his trainin is not like miss chan's killer trianin.but its as effective i guess.tts whie jonah tang is so zai.den now all tt is gone.i don tink i can let go.its my las freakin yr.n im stuck in between.the team is splittin up.oh well.jus close down track la.maybe my batch is goin to b the one.other ppl can jus say its stil early.stil got time to change coach.stil got time to accustome to the new coachh's style.i duno las.ive only trained under him for like 1 mth?imagine those ppl who trained under him for 2 yrs?god save us.if u really do exist
posted by: jae @ 5:18 AM
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Monday, February 02, 2004
didnt get to talk :C
toms got sch.sians.tank god theres trainin to save me.
im here without u baby
posted by: jae @ 6:29 AM
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Sunday, February 01, 2004
lookin thru e old mp3s i haf in mie old com.tink songs las time were nicer la.as in those love songs.now i tink all the songs haf a pinch of rnb in them.wah.and each song i listen makes me think of smth even more!hahas.michael.gd luck to us man.sigh..
posted by: jae @ 7:36 PM
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